been a while

been a while since i've written anything. a lot of crazy shit has happened. too much to even begin to write about. i'm not sure exactly what is going on. but i don't think i am the only one unsure about stuff. Denver was a good time. altho like many other things i fucked it up pretty good. i wonder if it's normal to wonder why you are the way you are. i wonder that a lot. i didn't go to class this morning. i'm not sure whats happening. i don't feel like going to school anymore. i fell behind and now i feel like i'm too far behind. i dunno. i think i just need to talk to my teacher and catch up and i'll be fine. Renee is sleeping right now. she's takin a long ass nap. Mandy is either out with Kristy visiting or with Becky. I'm sure we will here from her later. I'm watching CSI for like the 4th time in a row. time for a different show. I think Mia has to go out. sometimes i wish she could go herself. i feel like i'm going outside every 10 minutes. Alright well enough for now.